is it the weather or what?

i don't know what happened to everyone during the week. maybe the weather is affecting everyone, which includes me. the sudden change of weather is not good for me i guess. nothing much to update coz i've been living with the flow for the last week. i didn't do anything special. no emotions involved. maybe i'm getting used to not chatting with her. maybe i'm getting used to leave things the way they are.

the only thing which happened the last week was my trip up to genting. it was only my second trip up there. but second doesn't really mean second. my first time there was way too long ago to remember. so i consider this the first time i've been there :) no, i'm not going to post about my adventures there. neither am i going to talk about those hot chicks. no, none of those. the trip up there made me realize something, there are lots of people around me, and if i am lonely, if i feel lonely, i should just open up, make some friends, get along, and no more loneliness. the warmth in genting is really shocking to me. so many people there... so many activities... so many happy faces. but i guess i choose to be this way. i choose not to open up. i guess that's what i want for now.

besides that, there weren't anymore emotions rush, adrenaline rush for me throughout the week. just going with the flow, nothing else.